A Centered Pentagonal Number
:: Entry #16 - Bullshit ::
~Ooc: Headlines
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Mood: Calm... for now... -_-
Music: Silence
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I hate my room right now. It's hot and stufy and the bed is hard. My PC ain't working, my Cellphone is broken, and my Magic:The Gathering Deck (And binders) are all broken. I'm starting to doubt my sanity here... because the last time this happened, it was also december. Find it in my other blogs. Again, it seems that my life is being sabotaged - I find it hard to believe in coincedences when a lot of bad things happen in the space of a single week. I also heard a small rumor about Aubrey and Emil... and I find it very bitter even if I don't give a damn about her right now. Ok, so things about her is still affecting me, but still. Darn it. I officially hate the events transpiring around me right now...
I guess I'll have "to live in interesting times", just like a Lion... Although I'm a freaking pacifist Phoenix... Maybe I'm becoming like Shiba Jouta... or maybe not.
I hate Emil. That much is certain. But I'm not angry at him. I'm angry at her... If only she didn't decide to say 'Yes' quickly and allowed Emil to court her like a civilized and conservative person I thought she was, then at least I might have had a chance, yes? Darn it. But that's all in the past now. She's officially 'his' now. Body and mind. Getz? I hate this.
Darn it. I can't post here consistently, if you hadn't noticed, because my PC's broken. Really broken. Spell "Hardware failure". *sigh* I'll post a few things next time.. I hope soon, but I can't promise anything.
Ciao for now. -_-
~Ooc: Headlines
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Mood: Calm... for now... -_-
Music: Silence
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I hate my room right now. It's hot and stufy and the bed is hard. My PC ain't working, my Cellphone is broken, and my Magic:The Gathering Deck (And binders) are all broken. I'm starting to doubt my sanity here... because the last time this happened, it was also december. Find it in my other blogs. Again, it seems that my life is being sabotaged - I find it hard to believe in coincedences when a lot of bad things happen in the space of a single week. I also heard a small rumor about Aubrey and Emil... and I find it very bitter even if I don't give a damn about her right now. Ok, so things about her is still affecting me, but still. Darn it. I officially hate the events transpiring around me right now...
I guess I'll have "to live in interesting times", just like a Lion... Although I'm a freaking pacifist Phoenix... Maybe I'm becoming like Shiba Jouta... or maybe not.
I hate Emil. That much is certain. But I'm not angry at him. I'm angry at her... If only she didn't decide to say 'Yes' quickly and allowed Emil to court her like a civilized and conservative person I thought she was, then at least I might have had a chance, yes? Darn it. But that's all in the past now. She's officially 'his' now. Body and mind. Getz? I hate this.
Darn it. I can't post here consistently, if you hadn't noticed, because my PC's broken. Really broken. Spell "Hardware failure". *sigh* I'll post a few things next time.. I hope soon, but I can't promise anything.
Ciao for now. -_-
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