Women

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'Woman' Post part I:

The hell's with women? Most don't follow conventional logic and almost every single one of them expects you to read their minds. Fun Fact: I hate women who clamps up when she's supposed to be talking. In other words, almost every girl.

Do you know why I really love my bestfriend? It's mainly because of this: when she's angry, she goes off like a freaking nuclear bomb. If we're not alone, or if we're in a public place, she goes on normally until we find some secluded spot then - BOOM!. >_< I know it sounds sadistic of me to like someone who explodes, but still. When you're angry, blow up. Please. Why? Because when people blow up, they actually say what they mean to say. I don't have to dig through perfumed shit, sort through thinly veiled taunts just to find out why the hell you're not talking to me. I don't have to say sorry, cuddle you and all, trying to pry the f*cking truth out of you. I know my ears will ring and my ego would be bruised, but I expect that. I want to know my mistakes - why you're angry, so that I won't make the same mistake again.

So, moral of the story: just freaking blow up, dammit!

Disclaimer: No, the person I'm talking about ain't you. Whoever you are. She's doesn't freaking know that this blog exists. And even if she does, she too freaking numb to care about me and feelings... T_T

'Woman' Post part II:

On another note, I asked a girl for help just last last week. I know, that's a long time, but my PC's broken. Anyhow, I found out about a little bug in my system, and I panicked. I REALLY panicked. I was sooo darn desperate for help that I somehow ended up sending a somewhat offensive message to her through friendster. I hate friendster and I hate her, but desperate times call for desperate measures. I got a few opinions out of her, and some of the lifelines I pulled produced results, but all in all, You could say that I'm currently 'in medication'. Don't pry. ~_~

Anyways, why do I hate her? My reason seems absurd right now, but before, for me, its enough to wage war on someone. Even if that person is a woman. Well, here's the gist of the story: She dumped JM, then bragged on friendster that she didn't love him. Well, not exactly bragged, but she posted that in a few of her bulletin posts. The first part (Her dumping JM), I actually approve. JM really acted immature and insensitive back then. Sorry JM. But the second part (at least back then) for me, was unforgivable.

When a girl becomes someone's girlfriend, she does so because of a reason. Love, wealth, fame, whatever. You'd usually find that out after the relationship. This is also true for us boys. JM cried his guts out when this girl dumped him. He desreved it. Sorry JM. But while one of my berks was experiencing grief, this girl was off at friendster, telling everyone that she didn't really love him. It makes on wonder: Why then, did she became her girlfriend? Love is crossed out. What other reasons can there be? Whatever that reason is, it not enough to cross one of my ka-tropa.

And so, I waged war. And I'm not sure, but I think I lost - since I no longer believe in my cause.

Anyways, that's done. :D Good luck to us. That was one convoluted post eh? I'm not sure what the hell up with the whole 'Woman' Post part II thingy, but that's that - Ciao. *sneaks off to write another post*

Reminisce

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Last September 10, two days before my birthday, I dated Ms. Birthday Girl (My Bestfriend (Grace)) on Alabang Town Center. It was very fun, and although it bordered on disastrous, we really enjoyed it. Let me recount the tale:

I overslept. I woke up 10:00am, and I'm supposed to meet Grace at 12:30. On Binan. Quite a lot of miles away. So, I got out of the house sometime after 11:30, and told my best that I would be late. It didn't sit well with her, but what can she do? ^^ First mistake: I didn't realize that the Jeepney (PUJ) I was on didn't have any 'Highway' signboards up. Meaning, I went through the city propers of Cabuyao and Sta. Rosa before going though the City proper of Binan. Which is a short walk away from where were supposed to meet.

Anyhow, I met up with best sometime after 1:00. We got on an FX, and half an hour later, we stood on Alabang Town Center. Second Mistake: Check the Movie Schedules BEFORE the date. Nothing was showing. At least nothing good. Nothing that interest me nor Grace. Oh, and Third Mistake: Emphasize that since the date's after lunch, you need to have eaten some lunch before the date. Grace ate a late breakfast, but still, she hasn't eaten a proper lunch, so I took her to eat somewhere.

Did you know how expensive it was to dine at Friday's? I asked her where she'd eat and she turned around and there it was, so we went in. A few minutes later (After a glimpse of their menu...) we went out. It was freaking embarassing, but we laughed it off. We ended up eating a clubhouse sandwich and a sansrival at Gerry's downstairs. We order unknown drinks only to find that it was laced with alcohol. LOTS of alcohol. Just perfect. We then started talking about our lives...about her and lee breaking up, about me and aubrey and my stupidity. Lots of refreshing little things. It was a nice change of pace. Soon, It's 5:00pm. So, we went off to the next mall! ^^

At Festival Mall, I checked the Magic stores to see what's up, before we settled on the cute little coffee shop at the food court. Another hour passed while we chatted, and then it was time to leave. The trip back home was uneventful, and I bought her a Toblerone as a parting gift.

The date has many flaws, but for us it was near perfect. *sigh* Happy birthday, Bestfriend!

Juner & Miki

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No, Miki didn't turn gay and Juner didn't break up with Matet. Although it almost happened... So, why the hell are these two peeps on my blogs? Because they're now officialy Susô! Heheheheh

What does that mean? Well, they're among my berks now, you know my most trusted circle of friends. Juner is my Bestfriend, so all that was needed was some time off with my other berks, but Miki... is another story. We're kinda giving each other the cold shoulder since 4th year high because of (Guess what?) a girl. I'm not sure if Miki actually like Grace (My Girl Bestfriend) or whatever, but he's cold to me when we're with her and he doesn't bother to talk when we're not, so I assumed the worst. Anyhow, we're cool now. I'm not sure why, but we're cool.

Next, I decided to "Read the Runes" again for a day. It's one of the things I actually became famous for back in high school - I can actually read fortunes. Real fortunes. Wierd huh? But still, according to those I have spoken to, every single one of my readings became true. Really wierd. But I'm straying from the topic... So, I decided to read runes again for a day. And unfortunately, Matet and Juner are one of my few 'clients' that day. The runes said disaster.

The runes were right.

I hoped that, even just once, let the runes be false. Unfortunately, fate doesn't want them to be false. So, hell broke loose. I don't want to elaborate here (Juner might not want the world to know...), but all I can say is that I won't be near the Runes again for a while...
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Aubrey and Emil

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Last week of August, right before my brother's birthday, I found out that Aubrey just became Emil's girlfriend. Shit. I hate this, I shouldn't write about this crap, but I have to. I have to let this all out. Or I'll burst at the worst possible time... Anyways, It's all my fault. What? *sigh*

I hate elaborating.

It all started on the summer season. I thought I loved her. Aubrey. Everything went well, I haven't told her anything yet, but I think she already knew by the way I took care of her. All was well, until I noticed a couple of a most peculiar things along the way. The first is that my 1st semester subjects are actually hard. Now, lots of months later, I can really vouch for that. The second is that I don't see Aubrey as a unique person. I noticed that I still love Grace, and I'm seeing her in Aubrey's person. They have almost similar personas, and Aubrey tends to wear clothes that Grace would have also worn. The only difference is that physically, I like Aubrey more. But since when have I care about physical appearances eh?

*sigh*

If I'm going to continue my plans in courting Aubrey, I'll just be courting Grace's Shadow. A cuter shadow, but still, a shadow. So, I did the most logical thing to do: I left. It hurt like hell, but Its better than hurting Aubrey. I kinda like that girl.

Right now, whenever I see Aubrey and Emil, I don't really know what to feel. A part of my heart burns with jealousy, while another part is very happy for aubrey. You know, that she finally found the one for her.

*sigh*. I hate my life. Believe it or not, this also happened with grace. A lot times now. Darn it.